Maddie used to LOVE bath time.
In her baby bath
In her bath seat in the bath tub
Then, one day, she HATED the bath. It was like a switch was flipped. Everyone told me it was fairly common for kids to suddenly hate baths, so we powered through it. I tried mixing things up. Sometimes I’d take her into the shower with me, so she could have the closeness and skin to skin contact. She didn’t really dig that, either, but she definitely liked it more than the bathtub.
She LOVED swimming though. Last summer Mike and I took her swimming in my parents’ pool.
Maddie and I last went swimming when we were in Arizona in March. I was so excited to put her in her new bikini, and she was obviously pretty excited to wear it.
Off to the pool
We had so much fun in the pool, splashing and clinging to each other.
There were big plans for this summer. Swimming lessons were on the docket. And the fashion!
Please, the lighting here is just not up to par!
sporty
I’m so glad I took pictures of her in the suits. With the exception of the yellow suit, it was the only time she wore them.
She would have knocked the water wings off of everyone at the pool.
Chrisie Ward says:
She certainly would have!
Chrisie Ward says:
HUGS! (CAN’T FORGET THE HUGS!)
Katrina says:
Oh my gosh, that first photo — can she be any happier in that photo?? Her face just is so gorgeous, Heather, really…what a beautiful baby girl.
::: sigh :::
These photos are so beautiful and yet so heartbreaking.
I love the little sandals! Those sweet toes!
She would have been a bathing beauty at the beach and pool in those swimsuits, that’s for sure.
Very sweet. Thanks for sharing.
.-= Katrina´s last blog ..Night Riders =-.
Samantha says:
Absolutely adorable. She is beautiful! Thinking of you…
Chrissy says:
Such a sweet girl … and such beautiful pics!! Your water baby was just fabulous! Thanks for sharing … and lots of love.
Chrissi says:
Oh, those are adorable! Her little bikini!
And those flip flops? So cute.. those toes!!
Thinking of you
xoxo
.-= Chrissi´s last blog ..The Silent Grievers =-.
betsy says:
Little girls and little bathing suits! There is nothing cuter.
I didn’t/couldn’t post a comment on your posts yesterday and the day before. I was too pissed off. All I have to say is “Write on, Heather.”
Erica says:
I second this, yes, please, please write on, Heather. Its an honour and inspiration to read your posts.
Erica in Luxembourg
Dina says:
Beautiful pictures! Maddie’s face always was so open, so expressive and full of life.
Thinking of you and wishing only good things ahead…
Lorena says:
Those eyes! Those lashes! That smile! What a gorgeous little girl.
.-= Lorena´s last blog .. =-.
Bridget Larsen says:
I just love seeing these photos of Maddie and her parents, the smiles on all your faces brightens my day and reading what you are going through helps me in my day as well. Thank you for sharing your innermost thoughts and pain so publicly and being so strong about it too as in taking in all the comments.
From across the pond Downunder
.-= Bridget Larsen´s last blog ..More cards =-.
Corinne says:
That is an actual itsy-bitsy, teeny-weeny yellow polka dot bikini. I don’t believe I’ve ever seen one before. Just heard of their existence. Beautiful photos and sweet memories, Heather. Sending love in your direction.
Krystal says:
Maddies eyes are just breath taking! And she adorable in her suits!
.-= Krystal´s last blog ..Heartache =-.
Kerrie says:
Yep, she would have turned heads and entranced everyone at the pool with that beautiful, beautiful smile. Such cute photos!
Bec says:
She surely would have!
.-= Bec´s last blog ..Most days—a single child family =-.
catherine lucas says:
too funny that they have those tiny bikini’s nowadays. I love the photograph where you both are looking to the computer I suppose… (trying to translate the catch lights).
You guys must miss her so much… Lovely photographs!
.-= catherine lucas´s last blog ..Puffins and shags on breeding grounds =-.
Anita says:
Such an unbelievably beautiful child, her soul shines through her eyes. Please hang in there, Heather.
Maddie says:
How cute is her foot in her little sandal? Oh bless her heart!
.-= Maddie´s last blog ..Be careful what you wish for =-.
MelissaG says:
Oh she certainly would have! I’m so glad you have all these wonderful photos and that you share them with us! Lovely ladies.
ZDub says:
So precious. I heart her and I don’t even know you.
.-= ZDub´s last blog ..File Under: Things I Made Fun Of And Then Wished I Owned =-.
Krissa says:
She sure would have knocked the water wings off everyone at the pool. What an adorable little sweetie. (((Hugs)))
SarahA. says:
She is eternally gorgeous. I am one of the many who read your blog but have never met you in person. But I think of you often and send you prayers, wishes, and hugs. Thank you -deeply- for sharing.
Kelly says:
So unbelievably happy. She’s so obviously very loved and loving – you and Mike are amazing parents. That doesn’t change – you’re still amazing.
hugs, hugs and more hugs.
.-= Kelly´s last blog ..4:30am is storytime! =-.
Erica says:
Hi Heather,
What a little darling. Maddie really is the most beautiful little girl, those eyes, the long eye lashes and that gorgeous smile. She radiates such happiness and pure joy. An inspiration to us all, those lucky enough to have known her and all us stranger friends lucky enough to be able to share moments of her life through her amazing Mama’s blog. I love the photo of her with her Mum and Dad in the pool. You and Mike are such wonderful parents. You gave Maddie such a happy and loving life. You guys are also an inspiration to us all.
Thanks for sharing these photos and these precious, precious memories, Heather. As always its an honour for me to read your post. I’m starting my day (its 9.36am here in England) with a smile remembering your World Famous Maddie.
I hope you have a peaceful day, Heather.
With love always,
your stranger friend, Erica in Luxembourg (still on holiday in England)
Sally says:
She melts my heart, your Maddie does. Those eyes, those eyes. I’m sure you will never tire of hearing about how beautiful we all think she is. I posted about water and my connection to water with my daughter a few months back. Though she never made it out of my womb alive, I cherish the baths I took with her while she moved around in me for those 40+ weeks.
.-= Sally´s last blog ..The path not taken =-.
Jenn says:
OOhhh Maddie….you are so beautiful!!! Thank you for sharing those pictures Heather. – I cherish each and every one of them! I’m sure she would of loved the pool. I’m so happy you have the memories and pictures you do. Not the same as having her though – I know. How my heart breaks for you all!!!
Sending you nothing but (((hugs)))), friendship and love…lots and lots of love!!!
Thinking of you always,
Jenn
Cinthia says:
Oh Maddie… She is such a doll…
amanda says:
Oh, Maddie – what a fashionista! Adorable. Thank you for sharing.
xo from CT,
Amanda
.-= amanda´s last blog ..we’re not in Kansas anymore, Toto =-.
Joe @ Irrational Dad says:
I got nostalgic yesterday and started reading through some of my past posts. I came across the one where I talked about the loss and devastation you and Mike were going through. In that one, I linked to your post about shopping at Target for bathing suits. It made me laugh, then cry. I’m really, truly grateful that you have taken the time to share these great memories with us.
.-= Joe @ Irrational Dad´s last blog ..My life, or part of it at least =-.
eden says:
How can one baby girl be so beautiful and precious?
That pic of you and Mike in the pool with her …. your adoration can be seen a mile away.
xo
Heather says:
You have a beautiful, beautiful daughter, Heather.
Beret says:
Adorable!!
Casey says:
Yes, she would have. She’s knocking my socks off just in these pictures.
Thinking of you.
.-= Casey´s last blog ..Fig-ures =-.
Christine says:
Is it possible to be in love with a baby you’ve never met? Because Heather, I love her. LOVE. Such beautiful and heartbreaking pictures.
Hugs to you and Mike.
.-= Christine´s last blog ..Titles =-.
Megan says:
That photo of her in the striped top is positively adorable. I keep going back to it. Like Christine, I’m in love with her even though I never met her.
Maria says:
The bathing suit post was one of my favorites.
Thank you for these beautiful reminders and stories, Heather.
.-= Maria´s last blog ..courage of the heart =-.
lisa wood says:
her delight in her yellow suit is just adorable. She is so gorgeous. Love her sparkle in her eyes. So priceless.
Love you guys from a distance xxx
.-= lisa wood´s last blog ..Trip To Canberra =-.
charlane says:
Oh she would have certianly knocked their water wings off especially in those hot pink flip flops, and her teeny weeny yellow bikini! How super sweet that you shared such beautiful pictures.
Love to you and Mike.
.-= charlane´s last blog ..Life’s a Beach! =-.
la petite belle says:
what amazes me is that I have never ever seen a happier, more “smiley” baby. Ever. Not even my two kids. She was just amazingly happy.
Anna Marie Hinnant says:
The pictures break my heart everyday. She is just beautiful. Hang in there Heather, and we will be right there with you.
Hugs.
nina says:
dear Heather and Mike
my heart goes out to both of you. Madeline looks so beautiful in the water.
please just know that a lot of silent readers like me are praying for you both.
i don’t know why but i feel i should share this link with you. perhaps in some way, this would help.
http://www.ourfeistyprincess.blogspot.com
Dana says:
I just love the pic of you and Maddie with her in the yellow bikini! So darling! You can see the obvious love between you and Maddie and that is something that can’t ever be taken away. I never get tired of looking at pictures of her!
.-= Dana´s last blog ..Sun, Jun 28, 2009 =-.
qcmama says:
Heather~
Your daughter looks absolutely gorgeous in her cute little swimsuits(a fact I am sure you are already well aware of) She would have blown everyone at the pool away with her eyes and her smile.(again a fact I am sure you are well aware of) ((HUG))
.-= qcmama´s last blog .. =-.
kristen says:
such sweet photos and memories…she knocked my water wings off for sure!
thank you for opening up your world and maddie to me, and to all us internet peeps. we love and support you every step of the way…we’re here for the good, bad, ugly, and heartstopplingly beautiful.
xxoo,
kristen
p.s. haven’t commented the last few days but just wanted to give props to your amazing friends for supporting you so much…and to echo the hope that you keep doing whatever you need to do to get through this. hugs.
Tami says:
Ive never seen such a happier baby . She has the biggest smile EVER and I just love her big eyes. You are always in my thoughts,
Hugs,
Mary C says:
Nice post. Beautiful pictures. Hope you and Mike have a nice weekend. Happy 4th. Lots of hugs with love.
designherMomma says:
what a little waterbaby! Hello? Look at that yellow polka-dot bikini!
Amber Mc says:
Those photos of her are so flippin’ cute! What a ligtht!
.-= Amber Mc´s last blog ..My 9 Month Old… =-.
Jennifer says:
Someone said it best here a couple of days ago….everyone loves their babies. Some people adore their babies. You and Mike adored Maddie and it shows. In every picture of her sunny little face.
Thank you for continuing to share your joy with us.
.-= Jennifer´s last blog ..Where’s the Love? =-.
Kim R says:
She is just so beautiful. Thanks so much for sharing your memories.
AnnD says:
My favorite photos are the 3rd and 4th ones from the bottom.
I do think she definitely goes down in history as the baby with the best smile! She is ALWAYS smiling in her photos! And they aren’t teensy-cutesy smiles, they are huge, massive smiles!
Katrina says:
I agree. She’s always smiling. And smiling HUGE. I can never look at her photos without smiling!
.-= Katrina´s last blog ..Night Riders =-.
kelly says:
She smiles with her heart! I love her and never met her!! Thanks for allowing me to know this angel on earth!!
.-= kelly´s last blog ..June Milestones =-.
Lisa says:
She is so beautiful. I love the flip flops, those toes need to be tickled
(((hugs)))
.-= Lisa´s last blog ..Here’s to 19 Months of Successful Breastfeeding =-.
Molly says:
She is just so gorgeous in those pics…and it is so obvious how much you love and miss her. I continue to read your blog and my heart aches for you…but I am glad you share. I love seeing pics of your girl.
Deborah says:
CUUUUTE!
Really, I’m not much of a baby or child person AT ALL, but Maddie is just too cute not to fall in love with. I think my favorite picture is the one where she’s in the bathing suit, screaming! I also really like the extreme tan line on the back of Mike’s neck.
Sue says:
Hi Heather, I haven’t posted for awhile but read your blog daily and first off, I want to say that you have handled yourself with grace these past few days. Keep writing and keep being honest!
I also wanted to say that it is clear in every post and picture and video that Maddie only knew unconditional love, kindess, and happiness from her family.
I am so sorry for you.
J. says:
Maddie just sparkles.
.-= J.´s last blog ..Thinking about Loss =-.
Megan says:
She is a girl after my own heart in those flip-flops. Too cute.
I’m sure that the next few days will be hard for you – thinking of and praying for you.
.-= Megan´s last blog ..Swimming, swimming, in the swimming pool… =-.
Pgoodness says:
Love those pictures!!!! So freaking cute.
Rachel says:
She’s so luminously beautiful, Heather. Thank you for sharing these pictures with us. Kick ass bikinis!
Midwest Mommy says:
I love all the suits! Aren’t baby flip flops the cutest.
.-= Midwest Mommy´s last blog ..It’s a first for me. =-.
Mary says:
Absolutely adorable. The other swimmers would have been put to shame with her fashion!
Nicole says:
Oh the fashion!!! What a sweet heart!
Jenni says:
I woke up thinking of you and Maddie this morning. I was happy to come to your blog and find these most precious pics of your beautiful girl. Keep on writing, Heather.
With Love and Peace,
Jenni in Ohio
Kristen says:
Hi Heather,
I’ve read so many of your blogs and have never commented. I was so saddened by some of the comments going on the other day and felt so badly that you had to see it. I hope you didn’t care. You have so many supportive people wishing you and Mike well throughout the world. I hope that brings you comfort and I hope the positive energy brings you good days soon. I think it’s great that you are still writing and that you are still so witty naming her photos.
I was just looking at someof your pictures and the captions crack me up. Maddie seemed like such a little cuddlebug, I wish I could have met her. I am amazed at all of the pictures you took of her. You obviously gave her a very full life filled with so much love by so many people around her. Her happiness must have been reflected by all that you guys gave her.
I can’t imagine what you are going through or offer any real advice because I have none. I am sorry for your loss and for your pain. Live for yourself and do what you can when you can. Thanks for still writing your blog. Good luck with your healing.
I think of you every day and send hugs.
A friend in NJ,
Kristen
Kattie says:
I love how her little eyelashes look like they have mascara on them…so precious. Those eyes and the big beautiful smile….that will live on forever. Beautiful just like her momma;)
pbandjazz says:
I love the suits! I have to admit I am a sucker for flip flops, Maddie’s are awesome! Thanks for sharing your beautiful girl with us.
Stacey says:
My 23 month old daughter has the same bathing suit with the shorts. It’s her favorite. She will wear it in honor of Maddie on Saturday and light sparklers for her too!
Courtney says:
She would have been the cutest swimmer too!! God Bless.
Courtney in New York
.-= Courtney´s last blog ..This Rain is CRAP! =-.
Mitzi says:
Fun! Fun! Fun! Bee-you-tee-ful snaps of great moments in time! I love it!!! Love the pudgy foot in the sandals! You are an amazing photographer and I’m so glad you took the time to take all of these pics. And I’m even more glad you have opted to share ’em with us. Know this: you and Mike and Maddie are LOVED!!!!
Tricia (irishsamom) says:
Heather, those pictures of that beautiful girl of yours just lit up my day. Sending you love and hope and support. xoxoxo
.-= Tricia (irishsamom)´s last blog ..Taking the Road Less Travelled =-.
denise says:
Beautiful soul . . .
Hugs to you both.
Kellee says:
That smile just gets me every time. It is impossible not to smile back. You are all beautiful. *hug*
.-= Kellee´s last blog ..The Itsy Bitsy Spiders… =-.
Michele says:
These photos are fabulous – they are all awesome but the screaming photo in the pink suit is just too much – LOVE these! Thank you so much for sharing these memories with us. Know that you, Maddie, Mike and Rigby are thought of everyday. Your love for each other is apparent and lovely to see. Wishing you moments of peace in each day…
Michele in Staten Island, NY
Trisha says:
The teeny weeny polka dot bikini is my fave. She is just so sweet. She would have been quite the star at the pool this Summer for sure.
Thinking of you every day!
(((HUGS))) from your stranger friend in Florida
Lindsey says:
The sporty picture is SO CUTE.
.-= Lindsey´s last blog ..Letter 2 =-.
Krystle says:
What a sweetheart! Love the fashion!
.-= Krystle´s last blog ..A massive sigh of relief. =-.
Danielle B says:
Her beautiful face makes me smile every time I see it!
.-= Danielle B´s last blog ..Not your average "pick a color" kinda place =-.
Andrea says:
Wow she is so beautiful. I love the pictures!!! I really love the one when she was a baby and you were holding her in the swimming pool kissing each other. I love her little hand reaching out towards your face holding onto you! Beautiful! Try to have a good rest of the week and 4th of July.
Love and hugs from Oklahoma!
.-= Andrea´s last blog ..End of an Era =-.
cj says:
Thank you so much for sharing these beautiful pictures with all of us. Your daughter brightened the lives of so many in her short time here, it is clear that she was the light of your life and I’m so very sorry that she is not still here. I am certain that her love still shines down on you and Mike every day. Thank you for making all of us appreciate life and the amazing gift that it is.
Sandy says:
Those are the cutest pictures! How adorable
D says:
How gorgeous. That last photo, so unbelievably sweet.
Adventures In Babywearing says:
She sure would have. I am so glad you have those precious photos.
Steph
middle-aged-woman says:
with those beautiful baby toes, she’d have been swimming circles around everyone else!
.-= middle-aged-woman´s last blog ..Sometimes It’s Worth Being Dragged Out of the House =-.
Jamie says:
Do you get tired of being told she’s flat out beautiful? I bet you don’t. She is. The sporty look is my favorite, but the teeny weeny yellow polka dot bikini gives it a good run for its money.
.-= Jamie´s last blog ..Tomorrow is D-Day =-.
Andrea's Sweet Life says:
Oh, sweet baby girl. You’re damn right, she would have rocked it!
.-= Andrea’s Sweet Life´s last blog ..Tired and Naked =-.
Kelly says:
She is so beautiful. So beautiful.
.-= Kelly´s last blog ..That’s why! =-.
AMomTwoBoys says:
Her little diaper peeking through the pink suit is too cute. Even though she’s pissed.
Oh, I wish I could nibble on those cheeks.
Love you. xoxo
.-= AMomTwoBoys´s last blog ..Surgery Success =-.
Patty says:
I am so happy that you took so many photos of that sweet baby! I wish you could have been able to keep taking them with her forever…
her life was way too short, but in that short time all I can see is an incredibly happy, loved child. Her quality of life with you and Mike is something that can never be taken away. She was one lucky girl to have you both, and you were so very lucky to have her too! Thank you for these beautiful posts!
.-= Patty´s last blog ..A brighter day =-.
Apple Sauce says:
She is a stunning little girl. Just dazzling. Thanks for sharing those pictures.
It’s just not fair.
.-= Apple Sauce´s last blog ..Wallowing =-.
Kristi says:
Every time I read your blog and see pictures of your sweet little Maddy all I can think is, “something so lovely and happy cannot possibly be gone.” It seems Maddy knew how to get the most out of each and every day. Again, I am so sorry for your loss. I guess she was just too perfect for our imperfect world.
Vicky says:
Absolutely stunning , , , what a beautiful little angel she is.
Hoping you and your family have a peacful holiday weekend.
Christiana says:
She was amazingly beautiful. Love those smiles!
.-= Christiana´s last blog ..The Climb =-.
Debby says:
Those are the most adorable pictures I have ever seen. Her face is just like a breath of fresh air. It lights up like no other. I just love seeing the pictures that you post and then I remember that she has passed & my stomach goes sour. I do understand why you can’t get out of bed and want to wear the clothes you had on from that day. Your pain is beyond measure. I pray for God to bring just a little bit more comfort with each passing day. Hugs to you & Mike.
.-= Debby´s last blog ..THIS IS WHAT I’M TALKING ABOUT =-.
Kelly W says:
Heather thanks so much for sharing. Your website is the first place I go in the morning. Thank you for sharing your beautiful baby girl, you really captured some wonderful moments.
hugs and love to you
.-= Kelly W´s last blog ..Stay in the Moment =-.
Colleen says:
Hi Heather
Thank you for sharing these beautiful photos! I was smiling right along with you seeing Maddie model each of her suits. Until we got to the one of her feet, I cried and can’t stop crying. I hate the universe for what it’s done to your family. It’s just not fair on so many levels.
.-= Colleen´s last blog ..Stokke Dreaming =-.
Casey says:
I love her smile!
mandy says:
She is just so beautiful! I love the picture of her baby feet! Thank you for sharing your memories and photos!
meg says:
She was a bathing beauty…that is for sure!!!
Miss Elle says:
My goodness – what a beautiful little girl! I love her pudgy little baby feet.
Rebecca says:
Dear Heather,
Your sweet Madeline is such a beautiful girl. I find myself reading your posts and longing to hear her giggle and kiss those amazing cheeks! Thank you for sharing her with us; we are grieving with you, and you inspire all of us to be better mothers.
Sending love, hugs and prayers from MN to you, Mike and Rigby!
Becca
bessie.viola says:
She absolutely would have! She is such a doll, Heather. And the flips flops? BEYOND adorable.
I couldn’t help grinning at that first picture… she just makes me smile.
(((hugs)))
.-= bessie.viola´s last blog ..knee-high by 4th of July =-.
Amy @ Milk Breath & Margaritas says:
Once again pics of Maddie have made my day! These are AWESOME! The one of her kissing you in the pool is just every kind of precious.
Thanks for sharing her with us.
.-= Amy @ Milk Breath & Margaritas´s last blog ..General Bossy Bear =-.
Elise says:
Maddie is absolutely, undeniably precious! What a happy little child, so obviously secure in the knowledge that she is adored. Maddie’s smile melts my heart. I can’t help but feel love for your beautiful daughter. Thank you for sharing her with us.
Erin says:
You better believe she would…she made those bathing suits look AMAZING!
Alli says:
I love each and every swimsuit she had! She was such a happy baby. So glad you got to experience the fun times while swimming with her.
~Hugs from TX
Carrie M. says:
Those eyes…. Wow.
Carrie
Jennifer says:
I love the picture of the three of you in the pool. Treasure that.
s. renfrow says:
Boy, the girl sure can rock a bathing suit! ADORABLE!!
J says:
so, so incredibly s.w.e.e.t!
jy in ct
cindy says:
Even her feet were beautiful.
Trish says:
She sure would have. Such a beauty!
.-= Trish´s last blog ..Cat toys are not suitable presents for your 4-year old son =-.
Momma to Baby Bear says:
I LOVE LOVE LOVE the yellow poka dot bikini! What a true beauty!
jana says:
Her lil bikini body is so darn cute; and those sandals, those toesies. Awww, thank you so much for sharing these with us…hugs and support Heather. Thinking of you all of the time.
.-= jana´s last blog ..Vogel’s sexy vernacular =-.
Molly says:
I like that you did fashion shows with her. I never have the nerve (patience?) to get my daughter in and out of clothes for pictures. So many undocumented outfits!
Glenda says:
Heather, thanks for sharing Maddie’s fashion show of bikini….summer wear She is beautiful! Love her smile! Sending you hugs! XO
Erin says:
Heather your blog is beautiful. Your Maddie was and will always be amazing and courageous! I read your blog daily and am so glad you share the good, the bad and the ugly with us. I cry and smile and feel blessed to read about all of your feelings and emotions. Never ever feel guilty for your feelings. You are truly amazing!
Issa says:
Adore those pictures. I remember some of them from before.
There is nothing more adorable then a baby in a bikini.
.-= Issa´s last blog ..Not complaining =-.
Becky says:
She’s so beautiful. She looks just like you, Heather. I didn’t see it before and now I do.
.-= Becky´s last blog ..Like Being Pecked To Death By A Flock Of Chickens =-.
Jennifer says:
I thought the same thing! I had never noticed before–but in the pic of them together I couldn’t get over the similarity!
.-= Jennifer´s last blog ..Random! =-.
beerab says:
She’s just beautiful What a gorgeous smile and wide and bright eyes
Alexandra says:
Oh…..would she ever…and a couple of other things, too….
BEAUTIFUL CHILD….breathtakingly beautiful.
Molly says:
((HUGS)) She was surely precious. You all are my my prayers and thoughts. I also hope you keep your Blog. It is good for you to have the support and to be able to vent as much or little as you wish. I am sorry there are some that chose to be obnoxious. From reading some of the comments it does seem you have more good people reading than jerks. Lets hope it stays that way.
Diane says:
Such a beautiful baby, Heather.
Trish says:
She has such a gorgeous smile in all of her pictures. It makes me want to smile with her. Thinking of you!!
.-= Trish´s last blog ..The Best Husband in the Whole Wide World =-.
Deb says:
Simply gorgeous, Heather! She is stunningly beautiful.
Thank you so much for sharing.
Much love & prayers for you.
Lex ~ @laprimera says:
I love that you got her picture in the anchor suit. Much love to you, Heather.
Maile says:
Her eyes, as usual, are beautiful – and for the first time I can see from the picture where you two are side by side, that they are yours.
.-= Maile´s last blog ..In Boredom Hell =-.
Jackie says:
She alway rocked the Maddie Moozer Fashion Paloozer title! Cutie pie central.
Kim says:
Maddie’s little feet are just precious! Even though I don’t know you, I keep all of you in my thoughts daily.
Jennifer L says:
Heather, everyone thinks their kids are cute. I happen to know that my husband Dan and I have been blessed with two really good looking children, Henry and Kate. They’re both beautiful. But Maddie? She takes the cake. Without question the most exquisite child I’ve ever seen. As always, thank you for sharing her with us.
Cat says:
Beyond darling, and SUCH passion!
.-= Cat´s last blog ..Random Tuesday =-.
Kristen McD says:
Seriously. Darling. Oh my word.
Heather says:
I have never commented before, but I read your blog every single day. Maddie was absolutely stunning and the bathing suit pictures are PRECIOUS!
I have never lost a child so I cannot even begin to imagine what you are going through. I know that every time I read your blog or see Maddie my heart just breaks. You can just feel and see the love.
My daughter was born 15 weeks early. Although we are home now and doing good I still find myself consumed with fear at times.
Thank you for sharing your precious daughter with all of us.
.-= Heather´s last blog .. =-.
Liza says:
Please Be Gentle
By Jill B. Englar
Please be gentle with me for I am grieving.
The sea I swim in is a lonely one
and the shore seems miles away.
Waves of despair numb my soul
as I struggle through each day.
My heart is heavy with sorrow.
I want to shout and screamand repeatedly ask ‘why?’
At times, my grief overwhelms me
and I weep bitterly,so great is my loss.
Please don’t turn away
or tell me to move on with my life.
I must embrace my pain
before I can begin to heal.
Companion me through tears
and sit with me in loving silence.
Honor where I am in my journey,
not where you think I should be.
Listen patiently to my story,
I may need to tell it over and over again.
It’s how I begin to grasp the enormity of my loss.
Nurture me through the weeks and months ahead.
Forgive me when I seem distant and inconsolable.
A small flame still burns within my heart,
and shared memories may trigger
both laughter and tears.
I need your support and understanding.
There is no right or wrong way to grieve.
I must find my own path.
Please, will you walk beside me?
Liza says:
i meant to put this on the last post…sorry
Shanda Williams says:
My heart hurts for you. I do not know how you keep posting such wonderful memories and breathing at the same time.
Dixie says:
Is there anything much cuter than baby toes?
Her swim suit wardrobe has to be the best and the most extensive. What a lucky little girl!
mythoughtsonthat says:
Oh! She is a doll!!
.-= mythoughtsonthat´s last blog ..He Lives The Good Life =-.
Amanda says:
The force of her sparkle never fails to steal my breath.
.-= Amanda´s last blog ..You Meaning =-.
Jennifer says:
I concur with Amanda. She is larger than life in her beauty and spirit…and you’ve captured it all so well with your amazing shots.
I think about you and Maddie every day.
.-= Jennifer´s last blog ..Goodbye and Hello… =-.
Rachel says:
Too cute! If I had seen her at the pool, I would not have been able to resist coming over and saying hi. Actually, I think everyone at the pool would have been putty in her hands.
.-= Rachel´s last blog ..Girl’s Night Out =-.
Diane says:
Yes, She would have.
Ashley Hast says:
Love all her beautiful pictures, with those gorgeous eyes, but baby toes and feet? Cutest things EVER.
Lindsay from Florida says:
That first picture!!!!! Those eyes get me every time. Such an adorable and happy girl.
Mitzi Magos says:
I enjoyed seeing what maddie was up to on a daily basis. Thanks for continuing to share her. I hope the knowledge of our witness to your grief is therapeutic as it can be for you.
God Bless,
Mitzi
tara says:
she absolutely would have. she knocks my socks off on a daily basis. so beautiful. as always, sending you love and hugs. xoxo
kay says:
i am not sure which is more adorable, her beautiful eyes or smile…but then why choose, she is darling!!!!!
.-= kay´s last blog .. =-.
Allyson Antol says:
Maddeline is the most beautful baby ive ever seen..she truely is.Grin from ear to ear but she really smiled with her big beautiful blue eyes with those lashes that went on for days.Im like you with the camera,everyone says my childrens lives are documented.I wouldnt have it any other way.I know you are so pround of all of Maddies pics.Thanks for sharing her and your blogs.I know it has changed lives,it has mine..XOXO!
jessica says:
those are the most adorable sandles i’ve ever seen. Which seems only right that they were strapped on the most adorable little feet i’ve ever seen.
Maria Delgado says:
What a radiant beauty!
Angela says:
So I have been silently reading your site everyday. I came across it one day when reading Matt’s site. I have never commented, but today when I opened it and seen Maddie’s beautiful smile i just starting grinning from ear to ear. I cant say I know how you feel, but I thank you for sharing your beautiful daughter. I will keep you in my prayers.
Joy says:
I love her little footie picture! So adorable. She looked so adorable in her suits too, beautiful little girl.
.-= Joy´s last blog ..Spinning Round =-.
Mary @ Holy Mackerel says:
Damn right, she would have stolen the spotlight from anyone in any pool.
.-= Mary @ Holy Mackerel´s last blog ..Mutant Fly Invasion Of Epic Proportion, Or, Pass The Vodka Now =-.
Jennifer says:
OMG Heather–those are the best pics!! Every one of them! What a bathing beauty!!
.-= Jennifer´s last blog ..Random! =-.
Sarah M. says:
I think someone already said it, but what a bathing beauty! Her little yellow bikini is adorable. What I really love is the first pic of Maddie in the tub! Looking at that makes it obvious she loved the water. I’m so glad you have these wonderful pictures & thank you for sharing them.
Tina Hosko says:
What an absolute beauty
Haley-O says:
Oh, her feet! So sweet…. Thank you for sharing these memories.
.-= Haley-O´s last blog ..Cheaty Learns a Lesson; and NAME THAT ANIMAL! =-.
Tauna says:
Heather and Mike,
I just came across your blog via….I have no idea, maybe Sherrie Shepherd. I just wanted you to know that I am so touched by both of you and your devotion to your angel baby Maddie. Thank you for sharing her life. I can’t even begin to know what you are going through. I’m sure the coming days and weeks will continue to be so difficult. Please know that my prayers and love are with you.
.-= Tauna´s last blog ..Me Me Award =-.
Karyn says:
Oh my goodness … Thank you for sharing this Heather! Maddie is in my thoughts every day and I am so thankful you continue to share her life with me. She is gorgeous and her happiness is infectious! I smile and cry at the same time whenever I read your blog. You all have become a big part of my family’s life. Much love to you and Mike.
Lindsay says:
I just can’t get over how striking she is. I know all babies are beautiful but those blue eyes, and the eyelashes and the open mouth smile and the face that is full of trust and emotion. Just strikingly perfect. You do an amazing job celebrating the life of your daughter.
Alison says:
I’m glad you took those pictures too, and I’m glad that you share them, and so many others, with us.
xoxo
.-= Alison´s last blog ..In Honor of Finals Week… =-.
moosh in indy. says:
crap that’s a cute kid.
Lindsay says:
The amount of personality that your Maddie has in her pinky toe is staggering. Seriously. She emanates her humor, sweetness and light. There are no words, Heather. Thank you for sharing her, and for still being here.
JustAMom says:
Oh God. I want to say something about how cute she is….. And she IS… But Heather, that picture of the two of you…. The radiant joy in your face…… My God, YOU are just so beautiful…. The look on your face breaks my heart. When someone asks me to describe how I feel about my daughter, I can’t explain it. But the look on your face describes EXACTLY how I feel, but can’t put into words. God honey I am so fucking sorry I don’t even know how to tell you how sorry I am. You deserve to have your baby. Its just bullshit she was taken. The two of you together are golden.
dysfunctional mom says:
She certainly would’ve. You two made a beautifiul baby.
.-= dysfunctional mom´s last blog ..You can’t take them with you…. =-.
Mary from WA says:
She’s a head-turner for sure! Those little toe on her little feet in her little sandles! Gracious! Made me want to kiss them to pieces.
Truly wish I’d been blessed to know Maddie IRL, but so grateful to know her now through your beautiful memories, pictures, & videos.
Sending thoughts & prayers your way…
.-= Mary from WA´s last blog ..Kenyan’s Pre-Bday Party =-.
kymberli q. says:
She sure would have. Hugs, hugs, hugs to you. Maddie is BEAUTIFUL!!
.-= kymberli q.´s last blog ..Joelle – Finished! =-.
Alexandra says:
I just loooove that bikini! All my friends say that’s the fun of having a baby girl. You get to dress them up and make them all cute.
Katie says:
You are such a fantastic mother, and lovely person. What a privledge it has been to have glimpses into your world. Although it has been wrought with tragedy, the happiness you experienced with Maddie is one of a kind, the joy on your faces in these photos and videos, enviable.
Jessica says:
I can only hope to have a baby with her smile and spirit one day. And damn I wish I looked that good in a bikini!!
julie says:
hi. i found you through several websites but i think it began with I Heart Faces. I’ve been surfing blogs a lot tonight. And I just felt as if I wanted to say hello and to tell you that I can’t imagine your pain. A friend of mine recently lost a child and there is no way to begin to understand if you’ve not walked in those shoes. I pray blessings on your life, your memories of your sweet baby girl and for God to return to you blessing upon blessing upon blessing for what you’ve lost.
IN HIM,
Julie
http://www.homeschoolblogger.com/juliestew
.-= julie´s last blog ..Happy =-.
Jennifer says:
I just love her smile. Jude hates the bath, but little girls seem to love the water from swimming to baths.
We are hermits too…….I guess we all grieve in different ways for different reasons.
You are in my thoughts
JCK says:
Maddie had the most incredible light in her eyes. Really special. You can feel it looking at these pictures. I’m sorry that I never met her.
.-= JCK´s last blog ..Here’s a little known fact about JCK =-.
Marti from Michigan says:
Such adorable pictures of Maddie! Always happy. Thank you for sharing them. ((((MEGA HUGS to you both))))!
Jennifer A. says:
Love the pictures – she had great taste! The picture of her flip flop is so cute. Thanks for sharing!
.-= Jennifer A.´s last blog ..Family Vacation 2009! =-.