Two thousand twelve was a very hard year. Miscarrying was difficult, but losing Jackie was so painful that I shut my heart off to anything new. When I became pregnant in September, I couldn’t bond. I was too afraid I would lose someone else. I just kept hoping that once he was here, the love…
See You In The Morning
May 30th, 2013Comments: 135
It’s been nine lonnnnng months, but I can finally put my hands on my stomach tonight and say, “See you in the morning, Baby Boy.” Thank you all for your love and best wishes.They mean the world to us! We’ll let you know when he’s here!
The Night Before
May 30th, 2013Comments: 30
Tonight is the first night I’ve ever had before the birth of one of my children. Well, obviously there were nights before the births of Madeline and Annabel… the thing is, I didn’t know they were the nights before. On the day of Madeline’s birth I only found out she was to be born via…
We Have A Plan
May 29th, 2013Comments: 107
I showed up for my appointment yesterday with Dr. Risky feeling the worst I’ve felt in months. My hyperemesis was raging, my sciatic is pinched, blah blah I felt really awful. Dr. Risky came up to me while I was being weighed, saw that I was down two pounds since last week, and said, “Hey…
A Travel Nursery
May 28th, 2013Comments: 38
For all of my procrastinating on The Acrobat’s nursery, I got everything done just in time for what was supposed to be his arrival date. Now that we’re past that day, the room just sits there empty and mocks me. Okay, obviously that’s not true. Annabel loves going into the nursery, so actually I spend…